Monday, September 29, 2025

INTERACTIVE SONG TO ENDURANCE

 

INTERACTIVE SONG TO ENDURANCE

ENDURANCE, YOU ARE
SOMETIMES, BUT NOT ALWAYS:

JOY BUSTER
TIME DISSOLVER
VOW EMBRACER
FEAR INSTIGATOR
ANGER INDUCER
DANGER ENCOURAGER
MARTYR DUPLICATOR
SILENCE EMBRACER
EMOTION STIMULATOR
BUTTON PUSHER
PATIENCE MENTOR
ANXIETY INVITER
PEACE CREATOR
SHADOW REVEALER
WILL STRENGHENER
EGO BUSTER
TRAUMA REVEALER
TRAUMA HEALER
COURAGER MAKER
MIND TRAINER
END GAME REHEARSER

ENDURANCE: THANK YOU FOR
ALWAYS USHERING US
INTO THE UNSPEAKABLE
ROMANCE OF NOW.

Linda Mary Montano
October 2025



Tuesday, September 16, 2025

Following are five posts about the Rope Performance - TEHCHING HSIEH and LINDA MARY MONTANO

Monday, September 15, 2025

Post 1 - The Rope Performance TEHCHING HSIEH & LINDA MONTANO


The Year of the Rope: An Interview with Linda Montano & Tehching Hsieh

By Alex Grey and Allyson Grey

No two artists are more central to a discussion of the Life/Art Experiment than Linda Montano and Tehching Hsieh. For years, on opposite coasts, they had each cordoned off whole sections of their daily lives and called them art. When we heard that they were working together on a one-year piece, it seemed like a natural. When we heard they had vowed to spend a whole year in New York City tied to each other with a piece of rope, it seemed perfect—yet hardly possible. Alex and Allyson Grey were artists married to each other, and just as obsessively concerned with coupling at the intersection of art and life. In June 1984, while the Hsieh/Montano piece was still in progress, High Performance asked the four artists to meet for a conversation about it. —Eds.

July, 1983
STATEMENT
We, LINDA MONTANO and TEHCHING HSIEH, plan to do a one year performance.
We will stay together for one year and never be alone. We will be in the same room at the same time, when we are inside. We will be tied together at the waist with an 8 foot rope. We will never touch each other during the year.
The performance will begin on July 4, 1983, at 6 p.m., and continue until July 4, 1984, at 6 p. m.
Linda Montano
—Tehching Hsieh

Montano and Hsieh

Linda Montano and Tehching Hsieh. New York City, 1984, Photo: Alex and Allyson Grey

With masterful simplicity of means, Tehching Hsieh and Linda Montano created a year-long art epic. Each of the artists' past works had strangely prepared them for the endurance of the rope. The rope provided an extended and controlled shock to the patterns of their lives. Not separate, yet not a "couple," the two artists' work took on layer after layer of meaning. The reality of the rope became the symbol of relationship...the difficulty of relationships...the inescapability of interdependence... The rope made visible the psychic bond that exists between any two people in close relationship and told the truth that we are each alone yet connected.

One of the most highly publicized works of performance art, it retains an impenetrable privacy. No one will ever know "what it was like" but the artists themselves. Those who have seen or heard of Tehching Hsieh and Linda Montano's art/life performance will long remember it.

Alex and Allyson Grey: When did you first meet and what inspired your collaboration?

Linda Montano: I was living in a Zen Center in upstate New York. During a trip to the city I saw one of Tehching's posters and literally heard a voice in my head that said, "Do a one-year piece with him." I was free to do that, so I asked Martha Wilson [of the New York art space Franklin Furnace] for his number, called him, and we met at Printed Matter where we talked intensely for two hours. He said that he was looking for a person to work with...I was looking for him...so we continued negotiating, talking and working from January to July when we started the piece.

A&AG (to Tehching Hsieh): So you were looking for somebody to work with before you met Linda?

TH: Yes. I [had an] idea about this piece and I needed to find somebody for collaboration. After I met Linda, she told me that she had done a piece handcuffed with Tom Marioni for three days. Somehow I feel very good about collaboration because Linda had done something similar before.

A&AG: What inspired your idea for the piece?

TH: You know, I've done three performances before connecting art and life together. I like to create art about life from different angles. Most of my work is about struggle in life. Like in The Cage my life inside felt isolated—that's a kind of struggle. And in [the] Punch Time Clock piece I [did] the same thing over and over, like a mechanical man, and that's a kind of struggle. When I lived outdoors it was about struggle with the outside world.

I got the idea for this piece because there are problems about communication with people. I feel this is always my struggle. So I wanted to do one piece about human beings and their struggle in life with each other. I find being tied together is a very clear idea, because I feel that to survive we're all tied up. We cannot go in life alone, without people. Because everybody is individual we each have our own idea of something we want to do. But we're together. So we become each other's cage. We struggle because everybody wants to feel freedom. We don't touch, and this helps us to be conscious that this relationship connects individuals, but the individuals are independent. We are not a couple, but two separate people. So this piece to me is a symbol of life and human struggle. And why one year's time? Because then this has real experience of time and life. To do work one week or two weeks, I feel that it may become like just doing a performance. But I do it one year and then the piece becomes art and life—it's real connection and that has more power. Also a year is a symbol of things happening over and over.

LM: I think that's what interested me in Tehching's work; having similar interests—merging art and life. For many years I have been framing my life and calling it art, so that everything—washing dishes, making love, walking, shopping, holding children—is seen as art. Formerly, I would separate out activities—run to the studio and that was my "creative time." Gradually I found this separation unnecessary and felt that it was important for me to be attentive all of the time—not to waste a second. That became the Art/Life task that I have given myself until I die.

I made many pieces from 1969 on that experimented with this idea of allowing my life to be a work of art. I lived with different people and called that art. I wrote the Living Art Manifesto in 1975, and later turned my home into a museum so that everything I did there would be framed as art. I lived in galleries. I was sealed in a room for five days as five different people. All of it was an attempt to make every minute count. I knew that by working with Tehching I would experience his time frame, one year, and that kind of art rigor interested me.

A&AG (to LM): Tehching has talked about what the piece symbolizes to him. What does the piece mean to you?

LM: By being tied with a rope and not touching, I am forced to remain alert and attentive because I am doing something different from what I ordinarily do. That way I break down habitual patterns because the task of being tied is so difficult and absorbing that I can only do just that. Supposedly there are seven stimuli that can simultaneously grab our attention every second. This piece demands that the mind pay attention to one idea, not seven, and because being tied is potentially dangerous, the mind gets focused or else our lives are threatened.

Besides training the mind, the piece raises so many emotions to the surface that the soap-opera quality eventually gets boring. I feel as if I've dredged up ancient rages and frustrations this year and, although I'm glad that I went through with them, I now feel that holding any emotional state for too long is actually an obsolete strategy. On the other hand, because I believe that everything we do is art—fighting, eating, sleeping—then even the negativities are raised to the dignity of art. As a result I now feel much more comfortable with the negative. It's all part of the same picture.

A&AG: What is a typical day like?

LM: We have this pattern. We go to bed around midnight, Tehching sleeps in the morning. I get up earlier, meditate, exercise, watch TV. Then he gets up. Sometimes we run. Three times a day we walk Betty, my dog. We take one picture every day and turn on the tape recorder whenever one of us is talking. Each month we switch off being responsible for either the camera or the tape recorder. If we aren't doing carpentry, teaching or part-time gallery work, then we go to our desks and sit back-to-back for about five hours.

A&AG (to TH): What do you do at your desks during the day?

TH: Thinking.

LM: We think about what we want to do and then we talk until we come to a consensus. So it takes many hours of sitting before we can do one thing.

A&AG: You both seem to have different ways of thinking about the piece.

TH: Yes, because we are two individual human beings and two individual artists tied together for 24 hours a day and so individualism is very natural to this piece. It's interesting to me because if we want to be good human beings and good artists at the same time, that's one kind of clash and struggle. Also if we want a relationship and independence at the same time, that creates a double struggle.

The piece has other levels that make us feel more individual—there are cultural issues, men/women issues, ego issues. Sometimes we imagine that this piece is like Russia with America. How complicated the play of power.

LM: This piece raises many questions. Like, how do two humans survive in such close physical proximity? A Russian journalist wanted to do an interview with us because she said that Soviet scientists were interested in exercises that their astronauts could do to prepare themselves for spending extended periods of time in space capsules. In many ways, the piece is valuable because I feel that it is necessary to learn new survival skills and to look at emotional conditioning and responses that are obsolete.

A&AG: Waiting must be a big part of the piece.

LM: We usually do a very simple thing, efficiently, so that we don't have to bother each other. Having 15 minutes in the bathroom is a luxury. If we are fighting then we do only the basic things like eating and going to the bathroom, and those things are done quickly.

A&AG: The piece obviously has negative and positive qualities.

TH: Most artists who collaborate want to try to be one. But we both have very different ways to work and have different ideas. For survival we have to work things out. This brings out a lot of negativity and fighting. It is part of [the] piece, so I don't feel too negative. The positive, we don't have to worry about. We just enjoy it.

LM: There are many people in worse conditions than we are—the person tied to a bad job or a bad place or a bad marriage. This piece is about the realities of life. They aren't always easy. Often we would just have to sit it out, sometimes for three weeks, until the "cloud of unknowing" passed.

TH: Some people think I am choosing to suffer—I don't think that I want to bring more suffering to myself, but the work is difficult and in some ways that brings suffering. As an artist I have a lot of pleasure [doing] my work. If I don't get any pleasure out of doing difficult work then I don't have to do it. I don't think I want [to] suffer for no reason. I am not masochistic.

LM: Artists choose forms that fit their internal image bank. Tehching has his own reasons for his images. Mine come from the ascetic, Catholic/spiritual world. I believe that if life is hard and I choose to do something harder, then I can homeopathically balance the two difficulties. Snake venom is used to cure snake bites!

A&AG: How do you feel about not having sex for a year?

LM: Actually, I'm beginning to reevaluate guilt, and lately have been more willing to sacrifice, not because I'm guilty but because it's an essential attitude. I also realize that not having sex is as interesting as having it. Besides, touch is highly overrated. In the past, I've often grasped without energy, charge or significance and called that touch.

TH: We do not touch. We are sacrificing sex, not denying it. We could, in theory, have sex with other people. But that would just be a way to try to escape. It is not right for the piece.

LM: Once you give the mind a command, then you watch the body carry out the process. When I went into the convent for two years, I informed myself that I would not have sex and noticed that the energy went to other things. This year I have a chance to experiment with desire. Am I turned on? To whom? When? How much? Also, since the body isn't touched, the mind is pushed into the astral.

I believe that in the next 200 years, we will all be in outer space so why not practice outer-space sex now by letting astral bodies merge.

A&AG: So you are using this piece as a kind of training?

LM: Yes. One thing that interests me very much about this piece is that a work of art can be used to practice remaining conscious.

A&AG: Is that part of your understanding of the piece, Tehching—training your awareness?

TH: Yes, but it is secondary. The piece becomes a mirror showing me my weakness, my limitations, my potentials, and trains my will.

LM: Some artists choose difficult work. Other people do it in a celebratory way—Dionysian ecstasy, to get free enough to be themselves and to be in the moment. It's really a matter of choosing the style that goes with our inclinations and then hopefully changing directions if the style isn't working, or if those old hindrances aren't there any more. Then we can do something else. Maybe end up on a mountain, gardening.

A&AG: Linda mentioned before that the piece is "potentially dangerous." How so?

TH: I do not feel that the piece is dangerous. I have to know my limitations in a piece. So I do a rehearsal for a week to see what happens. That's just technical kind of help. But I don't want to do a piece that I feel is too risky—30% risk is okay. Accidents are possible in this piece, so we have to be very careful.

LM: For Tehching this is not such a big issue. For me it is, because I'm not used to taking large physical risks. Actually we were very lucky and only two dangerous things happened. Once Tehching got into an elevator...I was outside and the door closed. He pushed the "door open" button before the elevator went down, but for days I had images and nightmares of being smashed against the elevator door or else cut in half by the rope.

Another time we were walking in Chinatown when a woman ran between us into the rope and almost tripped. So in that instance, the rope was dangerous for someone else. Riding bikes, one in back of the other, was more liberating than dangerous, but we had to be careful.

A&AG: How does this piece go along with your spiritual outlook on life?

LM: I come from a very strict, religious tradition and have been disciplined most of my life. I continue with discipline, but now I am using the artist's way to be spiritual.

TH: I have no interest in the spiritual but I am in some ways like a monk who is dedicated in a serious way. My dedication is to my art work. I am interested in the philosophical and in life experience. I try to make sense of who I am and what I am doing in my life without God. If I say I don't believe in God maybe it means that I am trying to find my own belief.

A&AG: What are some of the influences on your work?

TH: New York art, Dostoyevsky, Franz Kafka, existentialism—that influences me. Also, I am oriental. I grew up in Taiwan, and I have an oriental kind of technique and oriental kind of experience, that influences me too. Also, my mother influenced me—she is a very dedicated person.

LM: My influences have been—my grandmother, who took out her false teeth at most family gatherings and sang, "If I Had the Wings of an Angel"; my mother, who is a painter; Lily Tomlin; Marcel Duchamp; Eva Hesse, and St. Theresa of Avila.

I am also interested in using art therapeutically, probably because when I was 20 I was anorexic (82 lbs.) and it's only because I immersed myself in "art" that I came out of that experience intact. So for that reason, I will always be aware of the psychological/sociological effects of the creative process.

A&AG: Now that you've been tied together for almost a year, how do you feel about each other?

TH: I think Linda is the most honest person I've known in my life and I feel very comfortable to talk—to share my personality with her. That's enough. I feel that's pretty good. We had a lot of fights and I don't feel that is negative. Anybody who was tied this way, even if they were a nice couple, I'm sure they would fight, too. This piece is about being like an animal, naked. We cannot hide our negative sides. We cannot be shy. It's more than just honesty—we show our weakness.

LM: Tehching is my friend, confidant, lover, son, opponent, husband, brother, playmate, sparring partner, mother, father, etc. The list goes on and on. There isn't one word or one archetype that fits. I feel very deeply for him.

A&AG: Talk more about how your relationship progressed through this piece and how you will face your separation.

LM: We developed four ways of communicating. In the first phase we were verbal, talking about six hours a day. Phase two—we started pulling on each other, yanking on the rope. We had talked ourselves out, but yanking led to anger. In phase three we were less physical with each other and used gestures, so we would point when we wanted to go to the bathroom or point to the kitchen when we wanted to eat. Phase four—we grunted, and made audible, moaning sounds when we needed to go somewhere...that was a signal for the other to get up and follow the initiator. Communication went from verbal to nonverbal. It regressed beautifully.

It was also interesting to watch the overall energy of the piece. Eighty days before the end of the piece, we started to act like normal people. It was almost as if we surfaced from a submarine. Before that we were limited to doing just the piece.

TH: Our communication was mostly about this piece. Like, I have to ask Linda if I want a glass of water. It takes up all of our energy.

A&AG: Your piece has been on the newswire. You've had a tremendous amount of media attention nationally. How do you feel about the publicity?

TH: I have positive and negative feelings. Negative is that I don't really like that kind of publicity. But I would like for people to know. The problem is that they are more interested in the life issues and don't understand art. That bothers me. But I feel positive that people who know about it feel something even if they don't know about art. For example, mothers with young children often say to us, "You know, I've been tied to my baby for two years." That means she understands in some way.

LM: Pregnant women also respond because we are making the umbilical cord visible. We also get responses from policemen, feminists, religious people, S & M practitioners, people walking dogs...the image evokes many projections.

Actually the publicity has won over my father...He is a businessman and read about it in the Wall Street Journal, so now he's much more supportive of my work.

And being deluged by the media has helped me come to a new understanding of documentation. It seems that the primary document is the change inside the performer and audience. The results are felt and cannot always be photographed or expressed.

A&AG: How does it feel to have the piece nearing an end?

LM: We're so much easier on each other now that it's almost over, and there is a nostalgia that we couldn't have been this way earlier. But I've learned a good lesson...to give 100% all the time. Usually in relationships I have thought, "I'll open up tomorrow," or "I'll communicate tomorrow." Now I realize that life is short, and it's ridiculous to waste time.

I also feel a sadness that Tehching and I won't be doing an 80-year piece together...maybe we'll do it from a distance.

TH: On a philosophical level, I feel that the piece is not nearing an end. It's just that we are tied to each other psychologically. When we die it ends. Until then we are all tied up.


This interview originally appeared in High Performance magazine, Fall 1984.

Original CAN/API publication: September 2002


Post 2 - The Rope Performance LINDA MONTANO& TEHCHING HSIEH

PROFILE VOL 4 VIDEO DATA BANK # 6 DECEMBER 84. LYN BLUMENTHAL & KATE HORSFIELD PUBLISHERS ART/LIFE: ONE YEAR PERFORMANCE LINDA MONTANO/TEHCHING HSIEH Journal Writing: Linda Montano BEGINNINGS: I was living in a Zen center in upstate NY having moved from 10 yrs. in Ca., specifically San Diego. The life there was dis-ciplined, country-like, 4:30 a.m. wake up and a monthly week of 8-hour days of meditation. My favorite kind of thing. Plus close to my family (45 min. away) for the first time in 17 yrs. But things fell apart personally, an 8 yr. relationship was no longer. I felt free to do an extended event and also needed to change residence and mode so completely that I was out of the range of my own mourning which I had already spent 6 months doing. I had read about TEHCHING Hsieh's work in High Performance and was esp. struck by the Cage piece and the similarity of gesture that we supposedly shared, sight unseen. I also considered interviewing him for a series that I was doing with performance artists and felt that he fit perfectly into the money section since he had lived outside in NYC for a yr. Where DID he get $ to support that piece?? His publicity was a media dream come true; every time I went to the city from my country mountain-- no water, a wood stove mountain retreat-- I would see images of T.H. all over Soho buildings. He was hard to forget. So on one trip, I literally heard a voice that said, "do a one year piece with him." I was free, ready to be public, and so sure that working with him would be a continuation of my interest in mind training that I accepted the message. Martha Wilson gave me his telephone number so I called and we met in Printed Matter, talked and found that we liked each other and the possibility. He was looking for someone and, while living outside, had already designed this piece.... to be tied with a woman for a yr. I felt like a veteran of the form for in 1973 I had asked Tom Marioni to handcuff himself to me for 3 days in MOCA, San Francis- co, and had also done Living Art experiments since 1975. (1 spent 11 days in the desert with Pauline Oliveros; 3 days with P.O., Nina Wise and myself; wrote a Living Art manifesto; lived in a sealed room for 5 days as 5 different people, etc.) We seemed interested in the same things, breaking down the separa- tion between art and life, but I had a lot more conceptual bent or motivation.... I saw my mind as my material and was interested in work that refined and trained attention. His take on it all seemed more philosophical and literary...man is alienated; life is about survival; we are all in our own cages and art is important. Maybe we could work together. It would be an anniver- sary piece for me. I like his time frame of one yr. and so felt that we could live and work in art/life. 
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We talked almost daily. I dealt with issues of danger.... It felt so physically dangerous-- buses, elevators, subways, sickness, cars, Claustrophobia.... all physical dangers. I felt that I could handle the physiological ones having been "married" 13 yrs., spent 2 yrs. in a convent, 2 yrs. in a Zen center, 5 yrs. of karate, 5 yrs. in daily associa- tion with a yoga ashram. Disci- pline was my forte, easy, my way, but it was not mindless suffering for no reason.... I liked the body/mind training that I was getting and felt was essential to my process. So, of course, this piece would be a continuation of that. But the discussions were hot and heavy. He had spent 3 yrs. and more (his whole life) doing dangerous, risky work. I was joining his already thought-out frame. Once I got over the ini- tial shock of the piece and the thought that it might be danger- ous (after awhile that was not an issue), then I had to face bar- rier 2.... it was HIS PIECE. I was the woman joining the man, the man's piece, in the man's place, using the man's track record. That's never been easy for me, or for any woman.... (because we are expected to do that).... I had to face the ego struggle. I saw that he would not bend, not change, that I would be joining him. I had to be willing to bend to do that.... Did I want the experience enough to give up that kind of primitive control of my own way? I looked at my past work and also at my interest and my motivation. 
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I would have to be aware of not touching, which would train my mind in a new "set." One yr. was not enough time to become habitu- ated to not touching; therefore I could practice intensely). So I said yes to that too. I would gravitate between actively saying yes to his notions and actively fighting them. 1 pursued the idea of monitoring us with sound so that whenever one of us was outside an 8 ft. space, an electronic beeper would go off. After calling technicians to arrange for a sonic device to be made and then trying a few days with a rope, I realized that the rope was a better deterrent to exiting and more of a physical guide in the piece. The other way would be mental, a decision each time one wanted to venture out- side the 8 ft. space. Given that we are basically human and find it difficult to follow rules, I found that the rope kept us together better than a sound device would. I liked the sound alternative even though it was not as viable as a physical leash.... and deterrent. So we agreed on time, place, techniques, documentation. | finished up at the Zen center, doing a big piece the 2nd of July, having my head shaved as part of the event and then coming to NYC that night to be tied on the 4th. Previously, we rehearsed for a week that summer, trying for 3 days then for 4.... finding out how close to be, how far away, what thickness rope to use, learning how to braid it together so that it would be permanent. We showered and found that the rope shrunk and had to cut ourselves out at a Chinese restaurant. We both found that at the end of 4 days, we were euphoric, hitting the ceiling when we cut the rope.... that we had held our energy down to accommodate the limitation, and that now we were free. I made many phone calls, ran around, saw people, went running, etc. I said good-bye to everyone upstate. My father refused to see me for a year. My mother sat through my hair cutting/shaving session, aghast and torn. She has seen me through many permuta- tions. JULY 4: The tying was to happen at 6:00. 1 felt my own nervousness! It was serious business. Our heads were shaved. Mine seemed small, too small for my body. P.O. was to be a witness, putting on the band that was to seal us. Paul Grass- field was my witness. P.O. arrived, tanned and in shorts. T.H. and I entered the space and took about 15 minutes to tie the rope. My hands shook, | was more nervous than I knew. It was a formal art marriage. I was not going to have sex with him or anyone else for a yr. That was easy for me. Esp. for a reason.... art. 
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The minute we were tied, | felt public, too special, an object of respect, derision, an art bur- den.... some eyes were saying, “Why are you getting in my vision with that image?" I could feel it. We worked almost at once and the struggle began immediately. Learning how to wait while he "worked" at a male job, learning how to teach him to wait while I worked, learning how to help by not helping, learning how to give up my way.... I couldn't go where I wanted when I wanted. I was tied. RHYTHM The first 4 months were adjusting to the limitation. I couldn't do certain things. No more going here, seeing teachers, doing kinesthesiology workshops, no friends. I was stressed.... couldn't touch anyone because they might be ones I couldn't touch. I had not yet adjusted to the parameters, and my body was stiff. Going to bed was the big pleasure. Dreams were vivid and were how we adjusted. Winter was totally interior. We did a lot of work.... carpentry. I taught for 7 weeks in Phila. But together we were negative, withdrawn, hibernating but sullenly. We stayed inside the whole time, limiting each other, taking away each other's plea- sures and permissions. Everything was done by consensus; and so, if one didn't agree, then we wouldn't do it. If we fought, then we would look ahead to what the other might want, and then take away that privilege. The solution was to do nothing, so that was not only appropriate for the piece but appropriate for the season. As spring came closer, our energy changed and we became physically violent with each other.... All of our weaknesses were exposed and so it took a big effort to change what was be- coming a pattern, EXPECTATIONS: T came into the piece expecting a tantric merge (we would sit across from each other for hours, looking into eyes or auras, blending?) But the reality was just that.... reality. The real- ity of walking the dog, eating, shopping, done in a very real, no-nonsense way. There were few rituals, (we raised our bowls before eating as a private ges- ture), and I felt released from a lot of old needs for bowing. Now, because I was tied, I was finding that I was just myself and a lot more honest with my feelings because I was forced to be. More realistic, less romantic. Getting older? The danger was that I would become too rough, go in the opposite direction. Lose my poetry in the need to survive the danger. WHY AM I DOING IT? Discipline is my style. Finding a way to blend art/life/mind is my goal. No separation, no product, no skill except living and trans- forming. My aim is mind training and emptiness, mental technology. 
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If that takes art to produce, then I will do something that looks like art; if life, then IT will do life. STOPPING: On 2 occasions I have wanted to stop. The arguments had reached a level where I felt that it was unbearable to go on. Once on the street I started yelling uncon- trollably and wanted to attract the attention of police. The thought of paying for therapy stopped me. In some ways I've become quarrelsome, a New Yorker, a madwoman. 1 shout in public, complain. I have no thought of how my behavior looks.... The piece has driven me to respond and not edit my response. PACE: Life is slower. We don't do much. Can't. That's good. In the past I've done too much, want too much. Cocaine society. This is somewhat precious, because | savor more, because | do less. To cross the street I have to be careful. The mind can't remain in dream state but must be alert. A chosen focusing device. year of no privacy. The phone is one way of communicating with friends but he speaks Chinese with friends and has privacy. I can't talk on the phone and be private, so I've begun to write letters. I've also said no to seeing friends. It's impossible. Most have felt this and have given a year reprise. I've lost some. My parents are my main source. I call them weekly but don't confide in them. DAILY LIFE We sleep a lot. I try to meditate in the a.m. Also at night. We get up at 10 a.m. or 11 if we are not working. Walk Betty, have tea. Then go to desks and work for many hours. I am doing phone interviews with 
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performance artists on food, sex, $, death.... also just sit for hours, doing nothing. Eat in Chinatown. Diet is mostly brown rice and vegetables verging on Chinese. It's difficult to take showers so that is a luxury. We had only one near accident, © getting in an elevator one in, one out and finding the "Door open" button just in time. Also a woman ran between us and almost tripped over the rope. In public, we walk close to each other. PUBLICITY: The piece is popular. It appeals to the masses. Believe It or Not called, Entertainment Tonight, CBS, Associated Press. We said no to most but it was hard for me to do that.... (to do something so public and to say no when someone responds and wants to publicize it.) The publicity has been interesting for me. It's changed my father's mind.... he saw my name in the Wall Street Journal and now feels that I am a respectable person because | am in his paper. 1 am tempted to want to continue the momentum and do more popular work, but | have to monitor my reaction and rea- lize that it's not what | am after; name and fame are danger- ous. OVERALL: The piece is a test... a test of emotions and response. I find 31 that emotions are highly over- rated because they get worn out. I am less romantic and that feels good. Someone once said, death is highly overrated. I see that everything is highly over- rated.... I'm driven to a level of attention that feels valuable; a fear is gone from many old things. I came into the piece with a somewhat catholic defini- tion of morality and good/bad and leave with an experience of my own rage. I've gotten to the end of my rope and have not been able to run; in that sense the piece functions for me as a no exit, a to stay when it is good and bad; in staying, in enduring. 1 have a chance to go beyond judg- ment to a place where everything, whatever it is, just is. It's the same thing that happens when doing serious sitting, a cultivation of the witness and non-judgmental attitude. | am experiencing a balance that is new. Also, danger is an effective way to get out of or even into ordinary mind. Often there is no reason to stay awake or alert; or the inner voices drown out the outside world. This piece defies habituation because there is enough work to do to stay pre- sent, so that the mind cannot slip into old responses. The time frame of one year allows for interesting rhythms; I find that I'm more willing to try new attitudes to old questions because I know that [ have only a yr. to deal with him, with the situation, with the limitation. In many ways my Life has been easy, protected, my challenges subtle and somewhat temporary. Most women have children to focus them, change them. I choose my work to function that way. We also function as different archetypes for each other and for the public.... we are mother/son, father/daughter; master/slave; spiritual community; s&m; prison- ers; animals. Mothers respond, police, etc. and say they are also tied. My mother never really showed that she was pregnant with me. I was born in Jan. and she was too thin to show or look pregnant. Somehow | feel as if the “umbilical cord" is visible for me and I am showing my baby, TH, or am being shown or dis- played in utero.... myself.... to make up for that experience 42 yrs. ago. We have bonded. I can't imagine not doing this and some days am eager not to do it. So one test of the piece is facing the end and new beginning. The limelight has been intensely bright, publi- city constant and visual street response an everyday reality. The next danger is to wean myself from being public to continuing to do work which trains body/mind and aims for emptiness, and not for bigger and better art. Anger and tenderness: my selves And now I can believe they breathe in me as angels, not polarities. Adrienne Rich “Integrity” 
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THE END: July 4 came quickly. In fact after doing the piece for 9 months, we emerged from the submarine quality of the experi- ence and went into normalcy very automatically, seeing people, talking without stress, acting openly as if the end was truly near. Publicity began again as more and more media asked for telephone, radio, tv, mag, book interviews.... we edited down to the bare minimum.... T.H. de- ciding that only our own inter- view would suffice and I agreed with him. We began going to romantic places, Coney Island, beach, parks, and got nostalgic with our last meals, singing good-bye songs to each other.... prepar- ing.... buying gifts and testing whether or not we should stay together forever.... A large- scale movie was being made and I noticed that we became testy at the end.... Someone who saw us described it as sexual tension. I saw it as tension of splitting, getting out, fear of being alone.... plus I had to go home to my mother who had cancer.... She got it in June and I had spent all of June and July with that tension in myself and be- tween us... THE CLOSING: They came a few days early to set up lights, and generally brought an atmosphere of finality. We were packing to leave the space, packing to get ready for the opening, had bought wine, cheese, sent out posters, etc. All of it very intricate and detailed.... I was getting thinner.... he was pale. On July 4 crowds appeared.... Pauline Oliveros and Paul Grass- field were the witnesses and were standing on a wood platform waiting for us to enter the space. The room was packed with maybe 180 to 200 people. It was very hot. We came out at 6 p.m. and stood on the platform. Pauline read her statement, the rope had not been touched or tampered with.... Paul looked at mine and said similar things. Then they got knives from their pockets and cut us out, each on the s of the rope.... around our waists. I remember the feel- ing, standing there, facing the crowd, immersed in the energy, light, heat. It was transcendent. I was expanded and enthralled and enlarged and totally open and giving no contractions, just celebration and exchange. We stepped down from the platform and the crowd divided us. I went my way, t.v. interviewed us both. He said nothing and I said prob- ably too much. I reached for him astrally, ethereally, psychologi- cally and we both were gone.... to the others, to the crowd, to our respective new lives. That night I went upstate and as he put me in the car and helped me pack, I noticed that a woman friend made a sexual advance toward him. I was livid, upset. I took off to see my mother and did so that night.... trying to process cancer and career??? You can't soar and think about cancer at the same time.... so I took a few days in upstate and then came 
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back to NY, saw T.H. and we started to relate in new ways. The struggles were different. Now I felt such a strong emotional bond and physical pull to him that it was painful.... we had been Siamese twins and now had to separate and it seemed surgical. The knife was cruel and I began hurting so much when | finally went upstate to live that it was almost unbearable. Images of Siamese twins being surgically cut apart from each other kept coming into my view in news- Papers. One was of the now sepa- rate twins, each in oxygen tents, stretching out their hands to each other from a 6 ft. distance. 1 saw that one on a plane from Canada and almost fainted with pain. A stewardess came by and wanted to help but I assured her that I was ok. I was somewhat in shock, nonverbal whenever | saw him.... walking close, feeling the rope. He immersed himself in his loft and had no space. I was doing my upstate nesting, buying a car, dealing with my mother and getting ready for my next piece. So I had very little space but the pain was clouding every- thing.... Time.... Time.... Time.... I went back once a month.... It has been 6 months now. | still have large doubts. Maybe I should be with him in his new work???? Live in Kingston and Brooklyn??? Should he move upstate??? | wrestle with what could be and watch what is. The love is very deep and yet somewhat different; it is like family, lovers, friends, old married couple.... but it feels like it will be forever and forever and forever. 
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Selected Bibliography: LINDA MONTANO Burnham, Linda. "Tehching Hsieh and Linda Montano, Art/Life: One Year Performance, 1983-1984," Artforum, October, 1983. (Review.) Grey, Alex and Grey, Allyson, "Linda Montano & Tehching Hsieh's One Year Art/Life Performance," High Performance (Los Angeles), Vol. 7, no. 3, 1984. (Essay and interview with Montano and Hsieh.) Johnston, Jill. "Hardship Art," Art in America, (New York), September 1984. Kleb, William, "Art Performance: San Francisco," Performing Arts Journal, Vol 1, no. 3, Winter 1977. MacAdams, Lewis. "National Video Festival—Montano: Linking Separate Worlds," High Performance, (Los Angeles), Vol. 7, no. 3, 1984. (Review of Mitchell's Death.) Montano, Linda. Art in Everyday Life. Los Angeles: Astro Artz in association with Station Hill Press, New York, 1981. "Make Art of Your Daily Life," Heresies #17, (New York), 1984. "Mitchell's Death," High Performance, (Los Angeles), December 1978. "The New Wilderness: A Conversation with My Father, Henry Montano, on November 19, 1978." The New Wilderness Letter, (New York), Vol. 2, no. 7, Summer 1979. Ross, Janice, "Extracts of a Decade," ARTweek, (Oakland), Vol. 11, no. 3, 1980. Roth, Moira, "Autobiography, Theatre, Mysticism and Politics: Women's Performance Art in Southern California," in Performance Anthology: Source Book for a Decade of California Performance Art, ed. Carl Loeffler and Darlene Tong, 1980. "Matters of Life and Death: Linda Montano interviewed by " High Performance, (Los Angeles), December 1978. “Mitchell's Death," New Performance, (San Francisco), December 1978. (Essay and interview with Montano.) "Toward a History of California Performance,” Arts Magazine, February 1978. Shank, Theodore, "Mitchell's Death," The Drama Review, (New York), March 1979. 
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Selected Videography: LINDA _MONTANO Anorexia Nervosa, 60 min. color 1981 Mitchell's Death, 22 min. bw 1978 Characters - Learning to Talk, 45 min. color 1978 Montano's video works are distributed by the Video Data Bank, Chicago. 36

Post 3 The Rope Performance TEHCHING HSIEH & LINDA MONTANO

ART LIFE: ONE YEAR PERFORMANCE:
ROPE WITH TEHCHING HSIEH & LINDA MONTANO:  INTERVIEW WITH LINDA MONTANO & LINDA WEINTRAUB - 2025
        


[Weintraub] 13:59:29


Before delving into conceptual and emotional
issues, I'd like to launch our
dialogue by examining the nitty-gritty
conditions surrounding the renowned Rope Piece
you performed with Tehching Hsieh.
For instance, what were the conditions
of your life at the time you undertook
this collaborative performance. Did you
have a partner? How were you earning money?
What was your mental health?

What was
your physical health?

[Montano] 14:00:01 I had actually moved from
California with Pauline
Oliveros after living
for 5 years in San
Francisco with Mitchell
Payne. While in SF I
practiced performance
and before that in
Rochester and Madison.
And really becoming a
performance artist, I mean,
performing before that in
Rochester, and… Wisconsin,
but really, really being excited
about performance.
I had taught performance many places,
but mainly at the SFAI.
The scene in CA was heady and
active with Tom Marioni’s MOCA,
the Women’s Building in LA,
SFAI, And the atmosphere was
inclusive and supportive.
Pauline was teaching at
UCSD and when she quit
we moved to a Zen Center
in MT Tremper NY and
lived in an A Frame on
the top of a hill with
our 2 dogs.



I was ecstatic and on the fast
track to becoming a Roshi or Priest,
my favorite archetype.
Meditation began at 4.30
AM,
and I was again living a kind
of nun life, in that it was
somewhat like the time I was in
the convent. Similar in structure
and in prayer.
But then Pauline and I parted
and I guess I was looking for
a new way? And when we drove to
NYC I would see images of Tehching
posted all over NY buildings
during the OUTSIDE PERFORMANCE.
So I knew about him, read about
him in Linda Burnham and Steven
Durland’s HIGH PERFORMANCE
and actually wanted to
interview him for a book
I was writing of interviews
with performance artists titled,
PERFORMANCE ARTISTS TALKING IN THE 80’s.
His PR was so wonderful. It drew me,
and I said, who is this? Who is this?
Martha Wilson, founder of Franklin Furnace,
introduced us and he was
looking for someone to be tied to.
And after 3 years of heavy duty meditating
I was sure that working with him
would be a continuation of that process.

[Weintraub] 14:05:18
So, you had not met Tehching
Before he announced,"I would
like to be your partner for a year?
[Montano] 14:05:27 Correct. [Weintraub] 14:05:29 What was your first
impression of him?
What was your initial
encounter like?
[Montano] 14:05:34 Uh, Tehching is very,
very easy to like, and very,
very…magnetic and very wonderful,
and I was excited because
I had been handcuffed to Tom
Marioni for three days,
I had lived as 5 different
people in a locked room with
video access outside the room.
I had lived blindfolded in more
than one, maybe three or four galleries
in California for 7 days each time.
So I really resonated with him.
Our time frames differed
but the fascination with endurance
and its benefits were the same.


[Weintraub] 14:06:25 Was he familiar with the many
endurance projects that you
had already enacted
[Montano] 14:06:33 No, not really. Not really.
So we took time, got to know
each other, we rehearsed
wearing the rope for 3
then for 4 days. And one practice
day we took a shower because
our vow was to be in the same
room at the same time.
Never touching. One inside
the shower, one outside
the curtain. After the
shower, when the rope was
still wet, we went to eat
at a Chinese restaurant
and felt the rope tightening
and shrinking as it dried.
We had to be cut out of it.
He researched and found
a different unshrinkable rope.
I was truly trying to think
and give input so I
suggested that we use
a mechanical, sonic,
Machine-operated device,
instead of a rope, that
would signal every time we
went outside the 6 foot area.
It made me satisfied to suggest
this and after we discussed it we
both agreed that it would be easy
to roam, cheat, not obey the rule
of the piece and that we needed a
leash, a rope, a physical deterrent
to wandering and cheating and breaking.
[Weintraub] 14:08:41 Was the rope also important to you
because it provided a
visual way to convey the
special relationship between
you and Tehching?
[Montano] 14:08:54 I was addicted to that
because I had already had
a really happy, public performance
career in CA for 10 years
so I liked I liked performing.
And I was used to asking people
to journey with me verbally
and visually and psychologically,
and performatively, so that…
that was… that was very easy.
Publicly conveying our
relationship was easy.

[Weintraub] 14:09:29

Did you anticipate that this year-long
experiment in interpersonal relations
was going to be of interest to the
art community? Did you design this
artwork to assure that 
evidence
of your mutual experience would
be generated? Did documentation
factor into the work’s structure?

[Montano] 14:09:47

Tehching is a master documentor.
All of his performances will be
at the DIA. They're all highly,
highly… thought out, documented.
Documentation is part of his process.
During the rope we took a
photo every day. Traded off
the camera, who would do it.
And we recorded every word we said.
So there are… I've forgotten
the number. He knows…
the number of cassettes we made.
The process was that we
ALWAYS wore a cassette
recorder and recorded EVERY WORD
we spoke to ourselves or others.
At the end of the performance
they were sealed never to be
listened to again. They are part
of the documentation: tapes to
be seen only and not listened to.
[Weintraub] 14:11:00 Please explain the nature of these
recorded exchanges. Were they,
diary explorations of your emotions?

Or were they factual accounts of
where you were and what you did?

[Montano] 14:11:17

Oh, they were just whatever
conversation we had with each other
...or with a visitor, or,
on our job if we talked.
I taught at Tyler School of Art for
7 months and that’s all in the tapes.
He is a master carpenter and all
words spoken on his job are on the tapes.
Everything that happened in
Tyler is on these sealed
forever secret tapes.

[Weintraub] 14:12:06 And what did you do when
he was doing carpentry? What
did he do when you were teaching?
[Montano] 14:12:09

While he did carpentry
I stood near the ladder
handing him nails, saws,
screwdrivers. And when I
taught at Tyler, we told them
they're getting two-for-one.
And just his being there was
a great teaching because
the students were performance
artists, and they knew about
him and could learn by observing?
So they… they were able to study
him by just visualizing and vision…
envisioning and having him there as
a living document, um, I don't
remember him engaging in dialogue
with them but truly he's a master
at that, and he travels all over
the world talking about his work.
And he's extremely philosophical
and extremely art historical and
expressive, and able to place
himself in the history and
place himself in literature
and philosophy and Buddhism.
[Weintraub] 14:13:04 This is a glowing testimonial
for him.
How might you imagine he
would describe you?
[Montano] 14:13:16 He said I was the most
honest person he ever met.
[Weintraub] 14:13:20 What do you think he meant by 'honest'? [Montano] 14:13:20 He watched me, got to know me,
and he gave a tarot reading
without cards! That's what he
was picking up from me.
And I loved that.
I thought that was wonderful,
because I'm a lifest,
I'm not an artist, I'm a lifest,
and that was a life reading and
I applauded that because my work
is about making me better,
transforming me, not about making ART.
But philosophically,
aesthetically, we were in
two different camps.
He saw me as a feminist
and as a woman artist, and…
He's so… he's directed,
art directed
although the results
LOOK LIKE MEDITATION
and living on the street
for a year,
time clock, every hour on
the hour for a year,
and living in a cage for a
year are not about transformation
for him. he sees it as HIGH ART.


[Weintraub] 14:15:00 I gather you admired him
before you undertook this.
But when did you start loving him?
[Montano]
Uh, right away. Yeah, right away,
and then, and then the
performance began.
And we were like two bulls in a
china closet trying to get to
the same shelf but the
shelf was glass! I see it as
a trip into not only the
subconscious, but to the shadow,
Jungian shadow. Where I came
into the performance as the
good girl, I was the Catholic,
I was the nun, I was living
in the Zen Center, meditating 24-7.
But what happened is that the
constrictions drove my hidden rage,
nastiness to the surface and
I will be forever grateful to
the experience for the gift of
looking at my hidden submerged shadow.

But it was PERFORMANCE
ANGER and helpful MEDICINE for me.
For him? I don’t know the answer.
Anger inside a performance is medicine?
I will always thank him for bringing
to the surface a more authentic
and passionate response to life.
I got to match his authenticity,
his scream, and it was kind of wonderful.
[Weintraub] 14:17:00 How did he manifest this wildness? Montano] 14:18:00
Maybe the permission, yeah,
the permission to be authentically
unafraid of speaking truth forcibly!
And I was participating
in this ordeal as if
I was a Zen student,
focusing on mindfulness,
carefulness, and knowing what
was happening every minute.
The rope did that for me.
The rope became a meditation,
but not… certainly not a sitting
and being quiet meditation.
It was a meditation in action,
it was a meditation in honesty,
in emotion, it was a meditation
in paying attention. It was a
meditation in/of danger.
For example, he would say,
let's go ride the bicycle.
And we would get on… two
different bikes.
[Weintraub] 14:19:14 Oh! [Montano] 14:19:14 And we rode across the
Brooklyn Bridge one day,
and you know, that was fine.
He wanted to do it…
And on off days I would
fight about who would ride
on the first bike!
“HSIEH, let me go first.
[Weintraub] 14:19:30 Was this playful, or were you
really taunting each other?
[Montano] 14:19:31

No, sometimes it was sometimes
that we were so imprisoned by
each other that sometimes it was
a jockey for power and jockey
for who's who. A jockeying,
a male, female who's first
and who's second, and then another
time we were playing with the
danger aspect. Danger is
an aphrodisiac.
Speaking of dangerous times,
we didn’t carry knives and
once he got into an elevator
ahead of me and the door closed.
Me outside the elevator,
the door closed on the rope,
he was inside. I stood there frozen.
But he is quick and pressed
the OPEN DOOR button and we
shrugged it off, went home
and laid that experience to
rest in our many memories of
the year together. We mirrored
COURAGE for each other
during the year of



And, um… he was smart enough…
he's, you know, he's a master.
He's a master carpenter,
he's a master artist,
he can do anything.
And he was smart enough to
open the door.
[Weintraub] 14:21:12

Oh my goodness. This story provides a
vivid account of the totality of your
sharing: danger, comfort, and all the
conditions in between. How did your
rule of not touching each other 
factor into his?



[Montano] You know, we didn't touch each
other, but we kept a list of
one hundred times we accidentally
brushed against each other.
[Weintraub] 14:21:39 Did you touch anyone else
during that period?
[Montano] 14:21:48 We became so phobic.
It was not comfortable being
physically in contact with
anyone because we couldn't
touch each other. And, you know,
all the no's, no, no, no,
you can't, can't, can't.
I’m literally studying
about this piece via the
interview with us and Alyson
and Alex Grey because I don't
remember 40 years ago.
And this is the only thing ever
said about it BY US. Plus one
article I wrote about
the rope in Profile Magazine
via VDB.
And I'm so grateful
to you and this interview
because it is helping me
remember the details of that year,
over 40 years ago. I'm talking to
you with a bit of remembering
details because I read these
two sites.
[Weintraub] 14:23:08 Have you been tempted to
listen to the cassettes?
[Montano] 14:23:14 No, they're perpetually closed.
They're never going to be
listened to.
[Weintraub] 14:23:23 And is that part of your
requirements?
[Montano] 14:23:28 His concept… And so, you know,
it’s fine with me, it’s ok and
it becomes just a kind of
Duchampian,Fluxus,
gorgeous mind game that
I love very much and am
grateful to him for devising it.
I appreciate clean concept,
conceptual art, which was,
you know, hot and heavy 40 years ago.
And it gave us something to Do!
I was formed by Catholicism,
and 2 years having been a nun,
and then… and then 3 years in
the Zen Center, and then
5 years in an ashram,
and a green belt in karate!!!
So, the mind, training the mind,
training the mind, training the mind,
make it look like art, doesn't matter,
it’s just that I got out of the
spiritual institute,
make my own way, ART!
And so that eventually, just,
it's all about preparing for
death, you know. And this piece
had that aspect of danger, which
all of his pieces have.
So the
death aspect was quite,
quite strong there, and I
really… You know, I think
about my parents who had to sit
here in the house where
I'm sitting fearing I would die!
And they worried about me.
Because they would probably imagine,
I'm sure that I was in grave danger.
I have in the notes that I talk to
them on a weekly basis,
I don't remember that.
But I'm thinking about that concept
of consequence. What happens
when one's work has consequences
that affects others, that…
that bothers others, that
worries others, that…
[Weintraub] 14:25:29 Well, that's a crucial question
that begs to be addressed. How important
is ‘affect’ to you?

[Montano]

As I age, I still play hard.
I play hardball.
And I think this weekend
I was playing like a 20-year-old.
Performing toooo hard, but back
to responsibility in the work,
with the work when it is time to
tai chi and not karate punch!!!
[Weintraub] 14:26:31 Are there times when
you do things in your performance
pieces b
ecause… you know they
will resonate with the people
observing you and -
will be pondered in years to come?
[Montano] 14:27 
In the last probably 20 years,
my work has been almost totally
interactive, and about including
others, and I'm a… my… that aspect
of myself that is…
Uh… kind of almost like,
is this the end trainer?
It's more in the realm of Zen,
where it's really about let’s
do this together, and let's
really jump up and down with it,
but I think I'm… asking myself
to kind of pull back and
try the gentler approach.
For example during the rope,
we fought so much that we even
couldn't go out, or we had 4 or
5 ways of communicating. In the
beginning, we talked 5 hours a day.
And then the communication broke
down and changed from TALKING:
so we would say, I need to go
to the bathroom, or we'd say,
I'm hungry. Then we PULLED
each other to the bathroom,
then we POINTED to the bathroom,
then we GRUNTED as the last least
friendly form of communication.
Tehching did all the cooking.
I don't cook. We went to Chinatown,
we ate on the street, went to
Chinese restaurants. He has a very
kind mother heart.
We visually represented the archetypes
for those seeing us: mother-son,
father-daughter, police, pregna
ncy,
s&m, spiritual discipline, master-slave,
prisoners, marriage partners. Etc.
[Weintraub] 14:30:19

This statement relates to my personal considerations of this work.

I searched for a comparable experience in my life, one that bears a resemblance to the extreme togetherness that you and Tehching underwent. I might have discovered one. This test of mutuality is a vital part of my biography. It has been shared by approximately 50% of humanity since primeval times. I’m referring to the link between mother and infant. The umbilical cord that is implicit in these interactions seems to correlate with the physical rope in yours. Like you and Tehching, mother/baby interactions transpire continuously throughout each day.

Furthermore, infants are not compliant partners. They are willful beings, continually asserting their needs and demanding satisfaction. The survival of the human species has always depended upon inseparability. Might you and Tehching have tapped into this primal experience?

[Montano] 14:31:21

The other aspect is the 
disabled child in a wheel chair
always tied to the mother.
Or the Parkinson's patient
who needs somebody to help
them walk to the bathroom.
Or the young man… who's
working on this truck
that's putting down asphalt
all day long, and is inhaling
poisonous fumes.
Artists often do something hard
in order to give courage to
others and to give courage to
themselves.
Sometimes marriage is just
like what was happening with
us only we had that luxury of
knowing that the distemper of
tempers that happened, probably
in marriages, the anger and rage,
of things that come up would soon
be over. We did the fast track.
We did a year, but some
marriages last many, many
years, and they… they don't
have that luxury of getting it
all over and done with
in a year. I feel like I…
I had a quick course in wrangling
out of myself and out of my good girl.
And that produced incredible rage.
An incredible distemper. And, I
thank the piece for that. I came…
I came off…
[Weintraub] 14:33:36 Did he provoke this much anger
in you? Or did he demonstrate
his own anger?
[Montano] 14:33:39 No. I’m stubborn and bossy.
You know, it was all good, but it
was just… Also frustrating.

And it was also limiting, and it
was also ego-bashing.
I mean, we're both very strong egos.
[Weintraub] 14:34:43
What happened when you
disagreed and your egos clashed?
[Montano] 14:34:51 I need to go to the bathroom.
Then… we… we pulled on the rope.
If I had to go to the bathroom,
I'd pull the rope and go toward
the bathroom.
And then there were four
aspects of communication.
Um, I'm not gonna… find that
easily, but the last one was
we grunted. We became animals.
And so our language…
disintegrated into sound.
But the first couple months,
we were chit-chatting, chit-chat.
[Weintraub] 14:35:38 Have you sat down with him to
recall? This experience that
you shared?
[Montano] 14:35:38 No, no. They’re going
to do a Q&A on the
4th of October at DIA.
Linda, thank you so much
for helping me remember
this performance. Shall
we do one more question,
and I think that we
did beautifully.

[Weintraub] 14:36:28
Actually,I had an insight
regarding
what you're doing,
in relation to
and Fluxus and Dada.
Dada and pop art. Please tell me
how you feel about this. Both you and those movements brought
art and life together.
But it seems that their approach was to
downgrade art so that it had the qualities
of mundane life. Whereas
you
integrate life into art by elevating
life, refining and crafting it, making life so original that it merits the highest standards
of art. They integrate life and art
by bringing art down-to-life. I believe
you're integrating art and life by
bringing life up to art.

[Montano] 14:37:49

Wow. Linda that is so beautiful. 
I was raised very, very strict,

very, very strict spiritually.
And I wanted an excellence.
I wanted the art to strip ideas,
I wanted it to train me.
I wanted it to enlighten me.
I wanted it to… be an example
for others. I wanted it to…
I wanted it to be God's work or
goddess's work, or Mary's work.
And so I wanted that sacred aspect.
And for what that piece…
what that rope piece was able
to give me was all of that.
Plus, the added benefit of Carl Jung’s
shadow work. Which was,
if you don't look at the crap…
If you don't if you don't look at
the danger, if you don't
look at the anger,
if you don't look at the Fear
that is hidden down there,
then… I don't want those qualities
to visit me on my deathbed.
So I think that rope piece
for helping me get prepared
to die. The end.

Thank you so much,
Linda Weintraub.
You know what? I asked
you to do this,
because I didn't think I could
do what we just did.
Forty years ago is
hard to remember.
And I thank you,
thank you, thank you,
thank you, thank you.
You gave me my wings,
and I'm so appreciative,
thank you.
[Weintraub] 14:39:48 What you just shared is precious.
It discloses the potential of human courage, adaptability, and nobility.
On behalf of the readers, thank you for providing these insights.