Wednesday, October 9, 2019

SELF PROCLAIMED FORGIVENESS



SELF PROCLAIMED FORGIVENESS,  Linda Mary Montano, 2019

You may have been confused by my recent email about, "Im sorry" that I just sent to your students!!  Yes,  I expressed forcefully that I was  "sorry" for any mistakes I made while  Face Talking your incredibly brilliant class. Why did I do that?  The reason is:  for some time now,   I have been "using"  SAYING IM SORRY PUBLICALLY  as an equalizer and  technique and bribe so that I can normalize the miscalculated  the supposed specialness of the "artist as singular Genius."   Especially the elder ones!!!!!  It is terribly jealousy-making, competitive making, and not good theology to leave others with this bad taste in their mouth of  GOOD/BETTER/BEST.  Not good. 
I feel much harm has been done by the long practicing  artist's arrogance, self aggrandizement and need to be seen and treated as heroic. We are ALL GENIUSES because we just got u this morning and opened our Divine Eyes!!!

By my asking for forgiveness before/during/after a public class, lecture, performance, I hope to confess my humanness, my weaknesses, my frailities  publically  to all viewers but especially to 'students' who are on the trajectory and learning curve of not feeling personally empowered. Envy sucks. 

May my faux-humility invite me and hopefully others to the joys of  our ecstatic-nothingness. 

In ART=LIFE=LOVE,
Linda

3 comments:

  1. Are you still out there suffering from HERPES VIRUS, when You can get cured, i was happy to get my cure from Dr Oduku, i did not believe the first time until i took the herbal remedy, i can tell the whole world that am finally free from Herpes Virus, i can not hide my joy that is the reason why i am here to share my testimony, if you are still out there suffering from HERPES i we want you to contact Dr Oduku, and you we see the wonder power of his herbal medicine. Why wait and suffer when there is someone like Dr Oduku contact him Email: odukuherbalremediess@gmail.com or what-app number +2347067706774.

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. Hello everyone i Am williams pater and i am from USA i am here to give my testimony about an herbal doctor called Dr,olu I was heartbroken because i had very small penis,not nice to satisfy a woman, i have been in so many relationship, but cut off because of my situation, i have used so many product which doctors prescribe for me, but could not offer me the help i searched for. i saw some few comments on the internet about this specialist called Dr,OLU and decided to email him on his email i saw on the internet,(drolusolutionhome@gmail.com ) so I decided to give his herbal product a try. i emailed him and he got back to me, he gave me some comforting words with his herbal product for Penis Enlargement, Within three weeks of me use it, i began to feel the enlargement, " and now it just 4 weeks of using his products my penis is about 8 inches longer, and i had to settle thing out with my ex girlfriend , i was surprised when she said that she is satisfied with my performance in bed and i now have a large penis.thanks to DR OLU for is herbal product. you can also reach him with emsil  drolusolutionhome@gmail.com though is..number WHATASPP him today on this number [ +2348140654426 ] 




































      Hello everyone i Am williams pater and i am from USA i am here to give my testimony about an herbal doctor called Dr,olu I was heartbroken because i had very small penis,not nice to satisfy a woman, i have been in so many relationship, but cut off because of my situation, i have used so many product which doctors prescribe for me, but could not offer me the help i searched for. i saw some few comments on the internet about this specialist called Dr,OLU and decided to email him on his email i saw on the internet,(drolusolutionhome@gmail.com ) so I decided to give his herbal product a try. i emailed him and he got back to me, he gave me some comforting words with his herbal product for Penis Enlargement, Within three weeks of me use it, i began to feel the enlargement, " and now it just 4 weeks of using his products my penis is about 8 inches longer, and i had to settle thing out with my ex girlfriend , i was surprised when she said that she is satisfied with my performance in bed and i now have a large penis.thanks to DR OLU for is herbal product. you can also reach him with emsil  drolusolutionhome@gmail.com though is..number WHATASPP him today on this number [ +2348140654426 ] 

      Delete
  2. Happiness is all i see now I never thought that I will be cured from HERPES virus again. I have been suffering from a deadly disease (HERPES) for the past 3 years now, I had spent a lot of msearching through the internet, I saw a testimony on how DR agaba helped someone in curing his HERPES disease, quickly I copied his email which is Dragabasolutionhome@gmail.com just to give him a test I spoke to him, he asked me to do some certain things which I did, he told me that he is going to provide the herbal cure to me, which he did, then he asked me to go for medical checkup after some days after using the herbal cure, behold I was free from the deadly disease, he only asked me to post the testimony through the whole world, faithfully am doing it now, please brothers and sisters, he is great, I owe him in return. if you are having a similar problem just email him on : Dragabasolutionhome@gmail.com oney going from one places to another, from churches to churches, hospitals have been my home every day residence. Constant checks up have been my hobby not until this faithful day, I was or WhatApp: +2349074536486

    ReplyDelete